Normal Mom

I shouldn't have to say it

But I am not a normal mom

I am not average in love

Because

I am not average in loss

I will over react 

I will freak out

I will spoil my kids

I will hold my baby constantly

And if I put her down

Pick her up when she cries

Let her sleep in my room 

Only nap when she wants 

Remind my bigs to be safe

Hug and kiss them 

Every chance I get

I will spend everyday 

Over analyzing each fear

Appreciating each moment

I will not apologize 

I wear some awful shoes 

The shoes that walk between 

the graves of two children

Buried a year a part

I will not even attempt to explain it

I will not worry about what others 

Might think Or say

Truth is my only concerns

Are the safety and happiness 

Of those who are happy 

With having a mom who is not 

Normal