Tuesday, August 26, 2014


PAL- I have seen this acronym so many times. Been on Facebook pages and read blogs - but I never understood it until now. 
P- pregnancy
A- after
L- loss
There is something you can't begin to explain about the emotions of pregnancy. Any woman who has been pregnant understands these emotions. It is difficult in a "normal" pregnancy. 
But, once you have experienced loss it rises to a whole new level. Fear is an awful thing. The only thing I struggle with more is the knowledge of all of the things that could go wrong. Each time we pass a milestone- receive great news- I am so relieved. But each time brings me to the next step - the next thing that scares me. 
Feeling this little one move around inside me brings me comfort. Knowing I have a family who is empathetic and a doctor who will let me come in at anytime- anyday (just like I did today) is what helps me take each day by day. 
I am so looking forward to January. When I will sit and hold my baby. Watch her breathe and see her smile. 
One day at a time I will get there.
 We will get there. 

Sunday, August 24, 2014

Baby Caito ....It's a ......

I still can't believe we kept this secret for a whole week. 

The kids have had so much fun getting ready for the big reveal
guessing what the baby is 
 and trying to trick us into telling them.

Tonight at the big reveal they were so excited!
So Happy to share this awesome news!
Thank you for the prayers and please keep them coming for ......

Samantha "Sammi" Grace Caito 

we loved the name and when we saw what it meant we were sure. 
Samantha - "God Heard" 
Grace - "favor or blessing"

Here is the video of the reveal